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Always remember to forget
The things that made you sad.
But never forget to remember
The things that made you glad.
Always remember to forget
The friends that proved untrue.
But never forget to remember
Those that have stuck by you.
Always remember to forget
The troubles that passed away.
But never forget to remember
The blessings that come each day.
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[29 Jan 2006|10:40pm] |
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Ok so last night was awesome well up until I got sick…of course Noci gets sick at parties lol. Well I slept at Angie’s until like 4 in the afternoon and then Ang, Harry, the cute boy that I missed his name, Katie(the cute boy’s girlfriend…oopps!), Monica, Ang’s mama, and I watch VH1. So last night I learned that I am AWESOME at flip cup and Morgan gets mad when I repeat myself… my tat and talking about the boy. Well I am off to put my shit away and then do my becker’s hair and then watch high fidelity. Peace
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[28 Jan 2006|12:04am] |
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Awkward…so I go to Chevy’s cuz I didn’t really get a straight answer out of anyone (cept Yess and Boyle) if they were going. So I went and the only one there was Kyle and of course Joe was working…it was really awkward cuz I think I talked to Boyle over txting then I did to Kyle, but hey….I saw my Blakely and I love him!!! He no longer works at Chevy’s but he was in to eat….I miss being Bestest with him I have sooooo many memories and I love him to death. I will always consider him a bestest!!! Now off to make my notebooks look cool and maybe do some homework while I’m at it!!!
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[24 Jan 2006|10:29pm] |
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So I am back in Caldwell and glad to be back…I had my stat class today
and it was not bad and I expect it to be better than I anticipated it
to be. So I don’t know how to eat fruit loops, because they always end
up on the floor!! It sucks. I haven’t gotten any homework yet and I
should work on my scarves but I think I am gonna work of Jess(Piper)
and Ash’s before I go back to Heather and Justine’s because I need the
pattern for Jay’s and I need ribbon and beads for Heather’s. It feels
so late and is only 10:23. I will go crochet and hopefully I can
refrain from hooking out my brain through my nose…that’s how the
Egyptians do it!!
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[22 Jan 2006|04:04am] |
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While watch maybe one of the best movies ever...
I realized that I will never not be reminded of you!! the did something that we used to...
Top 5
Things I miss about you
1. The butterflies and physical attraction between us (like you can physically feel it)
2. Our spot at the end of that road near the water(I've been there a few times since)
3. Hearing you tell your friends how much you dig me and how sweet I am (or at least just knowing that's how you think)
4. How you used to rub you foot against mine while laying with me
5. Beach and boardwalk visits...especially in the rain!!!
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[22 Jan 2006|01:55am] |
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Im starting to hate this live journal shit the only person I know who reads it is Morgan...and I guess Walt does too sometimes...and I end up tell them everything when I see them anyway... I could be keeping a read journal(have tried that in the passed and it pisses me off cuz I already know everything that happened to me). So I had a dream about Kyle last night but he shaved and I thought that was weird and I saw him tonight and he really did shave...weird...sorry off topic. I don't know if I am gonna keep this up for long and I know that once I go back to school there will be mucho pictures to comment to people on myspace so I will be spending more time on that. i need to sleep I guess...maybe I will watch a movie...I NEED see Michael twice tomorrow...thats weird...whatever
SKSK--Peace and shit
Truth
*I feel I am losing all of my friends for one reason or another...I know that I will always make new ones, but I am sick of always making new friends I want a group of friends that a consistant that I don't lose...I'm thinking that timing is a big key here, but I think timing it the core of all my problems right now... |
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[21 Jan 2006|01:40am] |
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So I had a really good day today!!! Work was not stressfull...usually isn't though. I went to improv after, alone, but it was ok...I gave mike his xmas gift lol bout time right? He loved it and I knew he would...I'm so glad. I was told I was an angel and a guy gave me a mint cuz I gave them a stoge!! lol...back to Winstons...I am gonna miss Cindy sooo much when I go back to school... I don't know why it was such a good day It was just like...easy! I love easy. well I have 2 days left so if anyone wants to chill call me!!! |
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[20 Jan 2006|12:32pm] |
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Taoism
Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.
80% spiritual.
0% reason-oriented.
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where is the other 20% of me!!!
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[20 Jan 2006|01:46am] |
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So tonight was LOTS of fun...again I saw the love of my universe Michael!!! I also hang out with Bridget and it was only weird for a lil while I don't think she completely hates me anymore which is good(lol I don't know if she ever hated me but hey!!) So Alania was there. Later on more of my favorite people showed up: Morgan, D. and Matt!!! I miss them sooo much... Morgan you can still be my bedt friend if you want(Jess front end[now recieving from howell] you too even though you weren't ther tonight!!!) I saw my Sister Jaime (one of the sisters adopted because I grew up with her when she was friends with my brothers) I haven't seen her in soooo long and I miss her too, but apparently the brothers hate her or something, but I still love her!! and I come home to an im saying the Kyle is drunk... I don't know...so I have a headache so I will be signing off now
SKSK--Peace and stuff
Truth
*I hate school but I can't wait to go back
*Since I was little I have always known that I would die young...so since New year's day I make sure I am holding a bent fork in my hand when I drive and if I have my fluffy(my puff-a-lump I have had since I was 1 years old) in my car it would be on my lap....
*I may drop music, but I don't know what I would do without it yet
*Everynight for the passed week I have had dreams about him and I don't want to have them anymore
*For the first time tonight my friend talked to me as if I knew that they were gay so I don't feel weird that I know(you never told me yourself hunni!)
*I want the sunshine to pour into my window like butterscotch and stick to all my senses! |
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[19 Jan 2006|08:36pm] |
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| So I she he doesn't even have time for me to just say hi....I don't even know why I still care, but of course I do...I need Walt to be home so that I can go out and do something mindless or something...Walter saves my life! He's my best friend and I will miss him when I go back to school...but we will always have late night phone convos where he tells me everything I know is wrong but hey lol. well I have been packing all day and can not wait to go back to school and see Jess(piper), the twins, Heather, Jer, Jay, and Jova!!!! my favorites...I will be there (aiming for) 8:30 am monday!!!</ |
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[19 Jan 2006|01:08am] |
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SO I have kinda felt lonely and kinda want some spontaneity!! I have been home and haven't really chilled with anyone lately!! I have had work and I will have work friday and saturday...(def. improving on friday night though...alone if need be). Vincent made me sick cuz I drank out of his drink...and I have not talked to the asshole in a few days and happy about it...he doesn't have time for me...I think he's mad at me cuz I got him a gift for his b-day!!! Whatever done with that!!! 3 scarves left till I'm completely done with Christmas gifts then I have to start Yassandra's and I NEED TO START MAKING MYSELF BUNCHES OF 'EM!!! I am actually in the process of making myself a shirt! I AM SEWING YAY!!!
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[15 Jan 2006|03:59am] |
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My Dear Friend,
I Miss you sooo much...it has only been a few days(maybe a week) but I am so sorry that I made a bad call and I have leared my lesson please come back to me....I can't tell if you are reading this(I don't have the this you do), but I hope you are and I feel lost without you. I need you bad! please call or leave a penny or two.
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[14 Jan 2006|03:50pm] |
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| I don't know if you are addicted to me and I know that I can't eat up all your time because of school, but I can try my best...I know that I need you and that I wanna be that for you!! And I'm willing for all in not just casual. |
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[13 Jan 2006|02:34pm] |
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I just spent the night with the man of my dreams...I love him like no other...Oh michael Boyle no one could ever take your place in my heart!! You're my favorite guy!
Mike: (something about earth and uranus and such)
Me: wait, What? what are you saying? Since when am I on uranus? (now say it out loud...sounds like your anus).....::pause:: that was the best moment of my entire life and thank god I spent it with you(mike)!!!!
Our plan--order pizza and have it delivered to parkway pizza!!!!
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[11 Jan 2006|08:46pm] |
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So today was a good day....
I spent $140 in vicky secret and everything was on sales so I should have spent $280 something lol I'm awesome!!! I'm still waiting to hear from munches but I don't wanna keep calling..(feel better) I talked to this kid today and after i didn't sleep with him one night he seemed to not have time for me anymore so I told him about what I bought and he suggested that we hang out and then I laughed SOOO HARD lol...I am gonna be stupid again tonight and hang out with him(the him that I talk about all the time) I know I shouldn't but I want to and I don't wanna hold back...it I am happy for a little bit its better the not being happy at all right?
Truth
* I am very emo on this thing!!
* I love all my children the soap
*I wanna quit school so I can watch degrassi, instant star, south of nowhere, and reruns of RFR!!!! |
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[11 Jan 2006|04:58am] |
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First off i want to say sorry to Ash....I AM SO SORRY AND I LOVE TO YOU BUNCHES MUNCHES!!!
Next I want to go on a tangent....
Why do you make me soo happy...and depressed at the same time once I sat down I remembered you are not mine and that kills me...tonight was amazing but "you're not coming home to me" you will be to her (well when she comes back) and I know you are just "seeing" eachother...open relationship; I am not down with open relationships and I don't know if I am down for just hook ups...why do you do this to me and why can I not control myself. I hate myself...I am curious though, what she will think when you tell her, since it seems that you two have an understanding that you will.
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* I have no self control when it comes to him and that scares me
* I refuse to get sick this time! |
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[10 Jan 2006|11:54pm] |
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OK so today sucked at work but I had the best time...let me explain</P>
So I no longer work at Bed Bath and Beyond...Tonight was my last night.& I don't know how to conduct myself appropiately...I say it was self-defense!!
So a women came into the store and she was REALLY nasty...so everyone in Manalapan keeps telling me that the people up there are evil and I'm all no they're are no worse then anyone else, but the last week or two I have realized that they are right and I am sick of it. She was all (really nasty)
Her: I am looking for the bags that you suck there air out
Me: spacebags?
Her: If that's what they are called
Me: yea it is they're right there
She started bitching about me being rude so I asked her to calm down or leave my store. Then she punched me in the head. So I defended myself and Rodney pulled me off her and told me to finish the night and not come back after. </P>
You should she her lol!!
Real story I got in a fight with a peg hook the peg hook won...but it was fun today coming up with different stories of how I got it...Cindy's was the best but it was about me blowing my manager Rodney and me hitting my head on the desk and I didn't wanna get anyone in trouble by getting into detail about that story...actually I never wanna think about that in detail so hey!!!
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[09 Jan 2006|06:33pm] |
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I have been cleaning all day...funny thing is that I took a shower and then had to get back into my dirty clothes I was already wearing because I don't know where any of my bras are lol....I have not talked to Munches ALL DAY and I think I will throw up if I don't talk to her by the end of the night! lol It's just weird...withdrawals
So a friend (or an ex) is coming over tonight which is probably a bad idea(the one that makes me physically ill) I don't plan on doing anything and I am sure he does. I kinda think that I will have a talk with him and find out if everytime he calls me if it is for one thing only or if he really just misses hanging with me or whatever. I hope that we can be friends again but I think that we will never get rid of the sexual tension between use...it has always been there and always will. But whatever
So I have been cleaning all day jamming to cat stevens and Janis(but mamadukes has a headache so she said no Janis today lol) Janis will do that to you!! Then I put the radio on and got annoyed with the music that is played now-a-days!!! And now I am tired but I am talking to my Beeb and SOOO HAPPY cuz of it!!! and Walt just imed me lol I love that people im you or im you back when you are just about to get off the computer lol
YAY FOR MY BEEB!!!!
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* I hate getting messages for hook ups
* I hate the words used to describe things that guys do to girls so I will say he gave her head ect.
* I'm afraid that I will work at Bed bath and beyond for the rest of my life...and not mind it!!!
* My biggest fear is going insane
* I love my new radio
* instead of saying the word or I say er
* I feel naked if I am not always wearing something green
* I miss my Tv in my room(its at school...I hope its still there!)
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[08 Jan 2006|07:21pm] |
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So I decided I wanted to share one of my favorite songs with you...
I had a dream last night
What a lovely dream it was
I dreamed we all were alright
Happy in a land of oz
Why did everybody laugh when I told them my dream?
I guess they all were so far from that kind of that scene
Feelin real mean
I heard a song last night
What a lovely song it was
I thought I'd hum it all night
Unforgettable because..
All of the players were playing together
And all of the happies were as light as a feather
See, your love remember is a freeing of soul
But as I recall, the rest will just follow
I had a dream last night
What a lovely dream it was
I dreamed we all were alright
Happy in a land of oz
What a lovely dream it was
What a lovely dream it was
What a lovely dream it was
Random facts about me...
*If I never had to wear shoes again...MY LIFE WOULD BE MADE!!
*I listen to folk music because it makes me feel like I am a rebel
*Daisies are my favorite
*I hate people who can't bullshit on the phone, but also people who talk on the phone all the time
*Hardly anybody calls me and it makes me sad sometimes!!
*My moccasins make me sad cuz they are real leather.
* I wish I was in Vermont this winter!!
*My first alcoholic drink was in Canada last winter.
*Sometimes I laugh in a way that amuses only me!!
*I hate my college.
*I wanna know everything in the world I love to learn...I'm a nerd!!!
*I like Barbies
*I am secretly a little english!!
* I am a music major in voice and I hate to sing!!!
peace and stuff!!
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[06 Jan 2006|09:20pm] |
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I am so done with boys!!! Boys make me throw up and today I got turned down when I was not even going for anything...I mean don't get me wrong, I may have tried in the near future but I figured I would give myself a chance to get to know him. Granded the reason (if he wasn't just making it up) was the age factor, 5 years isn't that much! And It's just the fact that I didn't even try and I got shot down. I think that it is time to be gay!!! If only I was gay it wouldn't matter that boys make me throw up!!! I wanna irish boy who treats me right and doesn't make me sick or sad...is that so much to ask....and on top of that I attract GEEKS!!! what?
Whatever
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